Conscious Awakening Network

History and Status of Quantum Doug's Existons: A Hyperbit Panpsychism Model

In this fascinating episode of Cosmic Conversations, host Philip Gruber explores the groundbreaking work of Quantum Doug Matzke, Ph.D., a pioneer in quantum computing, consciousness research, and hyperbit physics. For over 30 years, Doug has been developing information-centric models of reality that bridge science, mathematics, and metaphysics.
In March 2025, Doug intuited a new name for hyperbits—“Existons”, the essence of existence itself. Soon after, a friend channeled validation from higher intelligences: “We like your new name.” Existons represent the primordial discrete units of consciousness at the Planck scale, suggesting that consciousness is not emergent but intrinsic to the fabric of the universe.
This conversation explores:
The evolution of hyperbit physics into Existons
Why consciousness is built-in, not a byproduct of matter
How Existons support both objective and subjective experience
The surprising implications for the simulation hypothesis
A hyperbit panpsychism model that unifies science and spirit
Doug’s insights challenge conventional science and offer a profound vision of reality where consciousness permeates everything. This episode invites listeners to expand their worldview and consider the quantum essence of being itself.

The Rising: And the Alien Plan to Build an Enlightened City on Earth

In this thought-provoking episode of Cosmic Conversations, host Glenda Dawson welcomes Jeff, an MBA, motivational speaker, and mindful leadership teacher whose extraordinary journey bridges corporate life, Vedic philosophy, and profound contact experiences with extraterrestrial beings.
For more than 20 years, Jeff studied under a Vedic teacher, immersing himself in meditation and philosophy that shaped his grounded understanding of consciousness. But when memories of alien contact surfaced, his path expanded into new dimensions. He began presenting to UFO groups, courageously sharing his detailed encounters and researching corroborations with other experiencers.
This episode, titled The Rising: And the Alien Plan to Build an Enlightened City on Earth, delves into the profound spiritual vision revealed to Jeff through his contact experiences. He shares insights suggesting that humanity’s current understanding of spirituality, the soul, psychic powers, and dimensions is only the beginning. The beings he encountered embody a level of mastery far beyond human imagination—and they call us to awaken our own hidden potential.
In this conversation, Jeff discusses:
How his Vedic training prepared him for understanding higher dimensions
The alien vision for building an enlightened city on Earth
Why human spiritual potential is central to bridging contact with the Greys
Insights into life after death, psychic powers, and multidimensional existence
A call for humanity to embrace its true capacity for spiritual growth
Living in Vancouver, B.C. with his spouse, Jeff continues to teach mindful leadership while sharing his story of contact, encouraging others to expand their perception of what is possible. His message reminds us that the path to understanding extraterrestrials begins with unlocking our own inner light.

Dragon Realms & The Womb Portal

In this captivating episode of Cosmic Conversations, host Phil Gruber welcomes Neil Gaur, Founder of Portal to Ascension, for a profound journey into Dragon Realms & The Womb Portal. Neil’s life work has been dedicated to uncovering the origins of humanity, exploring hidden truths, and expanding our awareness of the cosmic story. Since 2008, through Portal to Ascension, he has curated thousands of conscious events, collaborating with over 3000 visionaries, researchers, and wisdom keepers to bridge ancient knowledge with the possibilities of our collective future.
Here, Neil opens the door to the mystical realms of dragons—powerful archetypes and guardians of esoteric wisdom that have echoed through myths, ancient civilizations, and multidimensional realities. He also takes us deep into the sacred mysteries of the womb, a portal of creation, transformation, and rebirth, where cosmic memory and divine feminine energy converge. Together with Phil, Neil weaves insights on sound, vibration, and frequency with ancient archeology, cosmic anomalies, and spiritual science, offering a map toward reclaiming sovereignty, activating hidden potential, and remembering who we truly are.
This dialogue is more than a conversation—it is an invitation to enter hidden realms, awaken inner wisdom, and align with the frequencies of unity and peace. Whether you are drawn to dragons, fascinated by the mysteries of creation, or simply seeking a deeper connection to the nature of reality, this episode offers expansive perspectives and profound transmissions that inspire both mind and spirit.

If I Knew Then What I Know Now

In this transformative episode of Cosmic Conversations, host Glenda Dawson welcomes Maria Nunez—a healer, teacher, author, and holistic esthetician whose life’s work bridges spirituality, energy healing, and beauty into one harmonious practice.
Maria’s journey began in a spiritually rich household, guided by her mother’s healing gifts, and blossomed into her own path as an Eastern Usui Reiki Practitioner, Earth Shaman, and non-denominational ordained minister. She holds a Doctor of Spiritual Development and Doctor of Divinity and now shares her wisdom through her practice, teachings, and holistic spa services.
As the founder of Gorgeous Glow Facial Spa in Florida, Maria blends higher chakra work with sound healing, aromatherapy, astrology, and energy medicine to create soothing experiences that heal from the inside out. Her holistic facials and head spa treatments are more than beauty rituals—they are gateways to balance, wellness, and spiritual realignment.
Maria is also a prolific author of If I Knew Then What I Know Now, a guide to spiritual awakening, and Reiki For Me, the first Reiki Level 1 manual for children. She created the Moira’s Light Tarot and Oracle card collections and is preparing to publish The Holistic Esthetician: Beyond the Surface and The Head Spa Experience for Holistic Wellness. At her Moira’s Light School of Spiritual and Healing Arts, she teaches spiritual development, Earth and Galactic Shamanism, and practical quantum spirituality guided by her Galactic guide, Ala’ Neah.
In this profound conversation, Maria shares:- Her evolution from reluctant psychic to spiritual healer and teacher- The integration of spirituality with holistic esthetics and energy work- How her teachings empower people to align with truth, clarity, and integrity- The healing power of head spa and facial rituals infused with spiritual science- A vision for accessible, common-sense divinity practices in everyday life
Maria Nunez’s work is a reminder that healing is multidimensional, uniting body, mind, and spirit into radiant wholeness.

Book of Life

In this episode of Cosmic Conversations, Mary Beaver shares her extraordinary journey through intelligence, interstellar missions, and hidden truths. A former U.S. Army human intelligence military analyst with eight years of service, Mary is renowned for her linguistic expertise, cryptological skills, and real-time memory recall in high-pressure situations. Beyond her military career, she carries profound memories of serving as a super soldier in the MKDELTA program, undertaking covert spacecraft missions, and living as a civilian on Mars in one of her past lives. Mary trained on the advanced planet Terra III and traveled to distant galaxies to safeguard vital resources. Coming from a family deeply tied to Masonic and Illuminati legacies, her story is steeped in secrecy and resistance. Her father, who once operated in an underground facility beneath Area 51, uncovered dark truths that led him to form a resistance against governmental control—an act that ultimately cost him his life just before 9/11. With courage, intelligence, and an unshakable pursuit of truth, Mary now reveals insights into a world filled with secrecy, interdimensional realities, and humanity’s path to freedom.

Embodied Star Council Transmission - A Peace Treaty Mission

In this special episode of Cosmic Conversations, host Glenda Dawson welcomes Sananda Kryst, a full-body channel and emissary of the Star Council—an intergalactic alliance of conscious beings from diverse star systems, galaxies, and the greater multiverse. United through heart-centered collaboration, the Star Council is devoted to peace, harmony, and the evolutionary flourishing of all civilizations, guiding humanity through this pivotal time of transformation.
Through Sananda Kryst’s embodied transmission, the Star Council shares profound wisdom, multidimensional guidance, and activations encoded with light. These teachings are meant to illuminate Earth’s ongoing quantum shift, inspire remembrance of our sacred self, and expand humanity’s awareness of its cosmic connection.
This transmission bridges galactic consciousness with the living pulse of Earth, offering an invitation to align with higher frequencies, embrace unity, and step fully into the evolutionary journey ahead. Whether you are a seeker, starseed, or simply curious about interdimensional wisdom, this episode offers inspiration, activation, and deep insight into humanity’s awakening path.

Unique Perspective that Bridges Clinical Psychology and Metaphysical Experience!

In this fascinating episode of Cosmic Conversations, host Glenda Dawson welcomes Dr. Yafi Yair, a clinical psychologist, multidimensional channel, and author whose work bridges the gap between science and spirit. With over two decades of experience, Dr. Yafi brings a unique perspective that unites clinical psychology with metaphysical exploration, offering audiences both grounded understanding and multidimensional insight.
As the author of Conversations with Hathor and Conversations with the Earth, Dr. Yafi has emerged as a respected voice in the global spiritual community. She channels Hathor, Earth spirits, fairies, and extradimensional beings, delivering transformative messages on healing, consciousness, and humanity’s collective evolution.
A regular presenter at major spiritual gatherings such as the Conscious Life Expo, Lemurian Life Expo, and Sedona Transcendence, Dr. Yafi combines channeling, Light Language, and live intuitive readings to empower and awaken audiences around the world.
This conversation explores how psychology and metaphysics intersect to accelerate awakening, dissolve inner blocks, and open the door to higher states of awareness. Whether you’re seeking grounded tools for healing or a deeper connection with the unseen realms, this episode is a powerful invitation into expanded consciousness.

Arcturian Matrix Healing and Arcturian Healing Arts Program

In this enlightening episode of Cosmic Conversations, host Philip Gruber welcomes Viviane Chauvet, an internationally recognized spiritual teacher, healer, and ascended Arcturian ambassador. Known for her profound work bridging interdimensional wisdom with grounded human transformation, Viviane shares insights from her role as an Arcturian being in a holographic human form.
With over 15 years of teaching and healing experience, Viviane has become a guiding presence in the global spiritual and extraterrestrial community. In this conversation, she explores the principles of Arcturian Matrix Healing and her groundbreaking Arcturian Healing Arts Program, which help individuals awaken their soul alignment, reclaim cosmic sovereignty, and integrate higher dimensional frequencies into daily life.
Viviane’s mission is to empower humanity during this pivotal time of re-ascension, offering tools to dissolve limitations, activate multidimensional awareness, and embrace the light of our greater cosmic family. Her teachings illuminate the path to personal transformation, collective healing, and unity consciousness.
Whether you are new to interdimensional wisdom or already on the journey, this episode opens the door to profound spiritual insights and practical healing for body, mind, and soul.