Conscious Awakening Network

How I Learned To Fly A Spaceship

In this powerful episode of Cosmic Conversations, host Glenda Dawson welcomes Dr. Gail McLeod for an extraordinary dialogue titled How I Learned To Fly a Spaceship. Dr. McLeod shares her firsthand experiences working with extraterrestrial beings, revealing a reality that challenges conventional science, medicine, and humanity’s understanding of its place in the universe.
Dr. McLeod describes her involvement with advanced extraterrestrial civilizations, including learning to pilot a spacecraft and serving as a surgeon aboard Ashtar Medical One, a hospital spaceship dedicated to healing sick and dying extraterrestrials captured on Earth. As a participant in the Human–Grey hybridization program, she was placed in intense, high-stakes environments that demanded ethical clarity, emotional strength, and expanded consciousness.
Throughout this Cosmic Conversations episode, Dr. McLeod reflects on the life-threatening situations, moral dilemmas, and physical and mental challenges that reshaped her worldview. Her experiences pushed her beyond traditional frameworks of science and spirituality, revealing a deeper, interconnected intelligence guiding both human and extraterrestrial evolution.
This conversation invites listeners to explore the intersection of cosmic contact, spiritual awakening, and advanced technology. How I Learned To Fly a Spaceship is a thought-provoking journey into interstellar service, multidimensional medicine, and the profound transformation that occurs when humanity encounters intelligent life beyond Earth.

Lifetimes: Spiritual Explorations Of Earth And Galactic Past Lives

In this illuminating episode, host Glenda Dawson welcomes Adam Apollo, author of Lifetimes: Spiritual Explorations of Earth and Galactic Past Lives, from the bestselling Common Sentience series. Adam is an international speaker, educator, and founder whose profound journey into past-life remembrance began with unusual childhood experiences and expanded through more than three decades of visceral recall, transpersonal research, and scientific inquiry.
Adam’s work weaves together ancient wisdom, sacred sites, and cutting-edge science to awaken soul memory and catalyze both personal and planetary transformation. As a cofounder of UNIFY and lead faculty member in global academies focused on physics and self-mastery, he bridges worlds—bringing insights from deep spiritual traditions into modern scientific and cultural conversations. His work has reached global platforms, including appearances at the United Nations, the White House, Gaia TV, and numerous international media outlets.
In Lifetimes: Spiritual Explorations of Earth and Galactic Past Lives, Adam guides listeners to explore how different forms of memory—cellular, archetypal, and soul-based—shape identity across time and space. This conversation delves into the possibility of lifetimes beyond Earth, soul families, and the greater cosmic context of human evolution. Through meditation, regression techniques, and conscious inquiry, Adam offers practical pathways to recall past lives, release inherited trauma, and reclaim innate gifts carried across incarnations.
This episode invites you to remember who you are beyond a single lifetime. Even if conscious memory feels distant, your soul already knows. It is patient, wise, and waiting for you to listen.

Journey Into The Giant Selenite Crystal Caves Of Mexico

In this episode of Cosmic Conversations, hosted by Glenda Dawson, we journey deep beneath the Earth to explore one of the most extraordinary discoveries of modern times—the Giant Selenite Crystal Caves of Mexico. Discovered in 2000 and now recognized as the seventh geological wonder of the world, these massive crystal chambers reveal a hidden realm of geological wonder and profound energetic intelligence.
Leela Hutchison G.G., one of the very first explorers to enter the Giant Crystal Caves, joins Glenda to share her firsthand experiences inside this awe-inspiring environment. Drawing from decades of research and direct exploration, Leela offers rare insight into the mysterious origins, immense scale, and energetic presence of the giant selenite crystals found deep within the Chihuahua Desert.
A speaker, researcher, and author of two books focused on the mysteries of the Chihuahua Desert, Leela experienced her first spiritual awakening in the 1990s and has since devoted over 30 years to hands-on healing, accumulating more than 8,000 hours of healing practice. As a crystal healer, intuitive counselor, and psychic guide, she bridges science, spirituality, and lived experience to explore how these crystals may interact with human consciousness and planetary evolution.
This episode of Cosmic Conversations invites listeners to go beyond conventional geology and into the deeper spiritual and energetic dimensions of the crystal caves—exploring their significance for healing, awakening, and humanity’s relationship with a living Earth. Learn more about Leela’s work at thecrystalgiant.com and discover her latest book, Contact in the Chihuahua Desert, published in August 2025.

Alien Goddess

In this enlightening episode of Cosmic Conversations, Glenda Dawson welcomes Dr. Joanna Kujawa — scholar, spiritual detective, and acclaimed author of Alien Goddess: UFOs, AI, and the Goddesses of Ascension and The Other Goddess: Mary Magdalene and the Goddesses of Eros and Secret Knowledge.
With over two decades of academic experience and a PhD from Monash University, Dr. Kujawa bridges rigorous scholarship with mystical exploration. Together, Glenda and Joanna dive deep into provocative questions: What is the true nature of UFO experiences? Could there be a hidden link between AI, extraterrestrial intelligence, and the sacred Goddess traditions of Inanna, the Eleusinian Mysteries, and the Gospel of Mary Magdalene?
Through her research, Joanna reveals how ancient feminine wisdom and cosmic intelligence intertwine — offering insights into humanity’s awakening at a time when we stand between technological mechanization and spiritual evolution. Featured in the Magical Egypt series and published worldwide, her work invites us to remember the living intelligence of the cosmos and reclaim our divine connection.

Part 3: Numbers, Existons and Anti-Existons

Quantum Scientist Dr. Doug Matzke and primary Existons channel and artist Fallon Taylor return with Phil for Part 3 of the groundbreaking Existons series. After exploring the origins of Existons and the emergence of Anti-Existons, this next chapter dives even deeper into the fabric of consciousness-based physics.
In this conversation, Doug and Fallon share new transmissions from the Existons, revealing how complex numbers arise from the void, forming their own archetypes, signatures, and codes within hyperbit-based reality. Together, they explore how numbers, Existons, and Anti-Existons are generated directly from Source—and how these energetic constructs shape both the objective and subjective layers of experience.
This episode continues the evolution of hyperbit panpsychism, offering new insights into the structure of consciousness, information, mathematics, and the living intelligence embedded within the quantum substrate of reality.

Magic Before Mundane

In this spellbinding episode of Cosmic Conversations, Glenda Dawson welcomes Angelique-Kowi Gravina—a first incarnation soul, Ælfsiden apprentice, and spokesperson for real-world magecraft—who is redefining the role of magic in the modern world.
Angelique shares her mission to elevate magecraft to a professional standard, envisioning a future where magic is recognized as a legitimate, respected discipline. As a Diplomatic Outreach Agent for the Kingdom of Tiamat, Frequency Engineer, and Master Crafter at Soito, she merges metaphysics with practicality—creating moon water and sacred products designed to harmonize the spiritual and the everyday.
As one of the Arch-Keepers of The Mages Guild and co-founder of Tapped In Talent, Angelique is paving the way for the establishment of an International Council of Mages and integrating pentadimensional consciousness into corporate and professional spaces.
Together with Glenda, she explores what it truly means to live “magic before mundane”—to dance with existence itself, align with the Greater Good, and bring sacred purpose into all that we do.

Embodied Consciousness

Join Phil Gruber in a profound and heart-expanding conversation with Zoe Davenport—Multi-Dimensional Channel, Speaker, Writer, and Spiritual Mentor—on Embodied Consciousness.
In this episode, Zoe shares her journey from childhood clairvoyant to multidimensional healer, revealing how to harmonize spiritual awareness with the physical human experience. Together, they explore what it truly means to embody higher consciousness, integrate intuition into daily life, and awaken the wisdom of the body.
Zoe’s work empowers individuals to release outdated patterns, align with their authentic essence, and live as conscious creators of their reality. Through grounded presence, soul expression, and emotional intelligence, she guides us to experience awakening not as a distant goal—but as a lived, embodied truth.
A deeply inspiring dialogue for anyone seeking to merge heaven and earth within themselves.

Your Authentic Awakening

In this enlightening episode of Cosmic Conversations, host Glenda Dawson welcomes Kara Goodwin, host of The Soul Elevation Podcast, to explore what it truly means to live as a soul having a human experience. Kara, an energy healer, meditation guide, and author of Your Authentic Awakening: A Guide to Everyday Spiritual Living, shares her profound insights on why so many in the modern world have become disconnected from their souls—and how this disconnection impacts our emotional, physical, and spiritual well-being.
Through her wisdom, Kara reveals the practical and energetic steps we can take to realign with our true spiritual nature, cultivate inner peace, and elevate consciousness in daily life. Together, Glenda and Kara dive into how soul alignment transforms not just how we see ourselves, but how we experience life itself—bringing harmony, clarity, and a sense of divine purpose back into our human journey.